Feeling alone
in my tweenage dream
Kinda seems sweet
to get 'beejes' on the reg
Being mad famous
Going viral every day
Having some1 trim my pubes whenever I want
Unlimited hoodies, caps, and miscellaneous 'kewl looking' apparel

but at the same time
am I missing out?
By being a tween sensation
Will I get 'fucked up' [via psychologically]
by not having a 'normal tween hood'

Would I rather be a lost tween on twitter
Or the tween sensaish that every1 is tweeting abt?

I don't get to go to highschooler
Don't get 2 be a mainstreamer
Don't get to 'letter' in football

Don't even get the chance to become a 'smart alt'
and join the Academic Decathlon Team
Won't be able to lose my virginity to a girl in the parking lot during high school

Feel sad that my wayfarers don't fit
Really bums me out
Feeling 'more introspective' as my voice drops
New feelings inside of me / my brain / my body

I guess this is growing up
1 day I will grow in2 my wayfarers
I will be a man
I will be happie.

Wish my life wasn't just a meme

Covered by blogs, tweets, and tween zines

Really worried abt the direction of my life

will I be able to 'pull a Timberlake' by shaving my head + talking about fucking bitches?

Scared

Wish I was special...so effing special... [via the Creepioheads]

Sad

Alone

Just wish my sunglasses fit my face

And didn't make my nose look like a lil nub

Wish I didn't do that 'clothing line' at Walmart

Wish I had just stuck 2 Ray Ban Wayfarers

Feeling like lil AZN hands effed up my sunglasses [via a sweat shop]

Sad/dead on the inside

'U make me feel
Like I'm living a tweenage dream.'