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I need a break, yall.

I need a break, yall.
It’s okay for me to take a break, because I am usually working. Having the opportunity to ‘take a break’ means that I am productive.
I have been in the studio all day. I need to decompress my mind–too much thinking. I will go outside. I will bitch about my demanding professor. I will go to a meaningful coffee shoppe. I will ‘bum’ a cigarette and forge a relationship with some1 based upon ‘bumming ciggs’ from 1 another.

[Photos by Lookbook]
I am outside. (torn pant knees)
I have branded myself with the building I am standing outside of. Much like it is pathetic 2 see a McDonalds employee standing outside of their franchise, it is intimidating 2 see me outside of my progressive office/progressive college of the Arts. I set my bag on the ground. I keep a close eye on it. I have valuable books (’idea’ books with memes in them + a Macbook Pro) in my bag.

I take a break.
I look into the sky.
I feel the temperature.
The way I feel is
directly related to today’s weather.
On some days, I throw down an iPod chill.
Today I read my Neon Bible.
Other days, it is quiet. I become one with The City.
The Sounds of The City
Is like music
or the sound of Television on the Radio
A Technological Societal Natural Paradoxical Metaphor
Is my life in the city
Busy–but on break.
This is my idle state
The city is a Meriweather Post Pavilion.

I have to go to a cafe to study/work
but it will be a relaxed environment
that will facilitate creativity
I will ‘get shit done’ but in a light-hearted way.

I need a break
2 get my mind off things
like the Justice song ‘STRESS’
I am s0 stressed
about deadlines, tests, relationships, and emotions that I don’t know how 2 describe.
This break will be a solid opportunity for me to collect my thoughts
and have some caffeine–I was up l8 last nite.
I might treat myself to a carb-heavy snack–I skipped breakfast
and possibly a smart snack–I need a potassium pick-me-up.

This break will be good for me
but I dread/anticipate
getting back 2 work.
I am me. Me does

For 2 weeks out of the year,
I need a vacay.
I will travel
It will be more than just a ‘break.’
Because I will leave my standard setting
and broaden my horizons
by seeing
a completely different part of the world
where people
have a completely different way of life.
(One day we’re going to live in Paris
I promise
I’m on it.)

I want to live in this world of yours.
Where you do things
differently than I do things
on a day to day basis
(riding vespas and healthier diets)
I have dreams
of living in & with U
But I am
trapped in suburbia

I need a break/change/paradigm shift/vacay.

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31 Comments

  1. Sandra
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 3:46 pm | Permalink

    Well come Carles!

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  2. REMBRANDT FON RIGN
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 3:58 pm | Permalink

    crls r u ok?
    keepn up w/ th meme economy is a hard job
    sumtimes i dont check my tumblr dashboard for liek 2 days and thn i feel s0000 stressed/overwhlmd

    its ok if u need a brake crls. <3 u

    Reply

  3. Posted December 30, 2008 at 4:00 pm | Permalink

    Whoa… this post is sliding towards purposefully poetic. (And well done, at that.) Does this mean the Emos are coming back? Are snarky hipsters dead in 2k9?

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  4. n01
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 4:03 pm | Permalink

    2nd! I am also break. I am brake. I take my brake in a country whatz at war with sum ppl who live nearby. Theyz shoot rocket-stuff at dis place, and then theyz get blown tha fuck up real bad. It iz fuked, but thatz the way it iz.
    Next I’z going to BRLN, where da atlz parte. Dat will be fun. JA! WHERE SHOULD I PARTY IN BERLIN THIS WEEK YALL?

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  5. n01
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 4:04 pm | Permalink

    I’z actually 4th. Whatevz.

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  6. n01
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 4:06 pm | Permalink

    And I guess I’z more vacay than brake. I iz vacay, and that iz that. WAR SUX YALL!

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  7. schizo
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 4:16 pm | Permalink

    beautiful.

    and is are those starbucks cups in the first picture?

    Reply

  8. Posted December 30, 2008 at 4:29 pm | Permalink

    i am crying yall

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  9. Posted December 30, 2008 at 4:34 pm | Permalink

    oh good, i was beginning to get bored but you shat gold once again.
    bravo.

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  10. Posted December 30, 2008 at 4:42 pm | Permalink

    mmmmm. so what class is giving you trouble dear carles?

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  11. J
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 5:26 pm | Permalink

    but u prom
    ised
    nvr gonna give u up
    nvr gonna let u down

    Reply

  12. Posted December 30, 2008 at 5:41 pm | Permalink

    Does any1 else notice that the black guy has a white arm? Is it just me, ya’ll?

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    //////////Reply by xavier
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    @David, holy shit WTF?!?

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    //////////Reply by terry fuckwit
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    @David, ye. cheeky crls on the photoshop

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    //////////Reply by colander
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    @David, Hrsh, ovr expsd lghtng

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  13. Teh Anomususses
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 5:41 pm | Permalink

    R.I.P CRLS 2k8

    If I really want to see the golden nuggets of society I just go to lookbook!
    Such fun golly gee!

    Reply

  14. AZN BifF
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 6:47 pm | Permalink

    You’re right that, altbro has a dark face and whitey arm. Has he been photoshoped to keep the anon of Carles?

    Hmmmmm.

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  15. AZN BifF
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 6:49 pm | Permalink

    Paris is fun for a while…..and then, it’s just like anyplace else.

    Better to visit and live in a real country.

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    //////////Reply by colander
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    @AZN BifF,

    Fr example?

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    //////////Reply by AZN BifF
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    @colander,
    Like the US. Travel a little and you’ll understand. Ingrates.

    Reply

  16. Francis
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 6:52 pm | Permalink

    montreal will be the paris of 2k8 in 2k9

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    //////////Reply by lol
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    @Francis, only if your drunk and old and sad and not really french

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  17. jeff
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 7:52 pm | Permalink

    how many times are you going to mention you have a macbook? youre so lame

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    //////////Reply by FFGT
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    @jeff, yea, that gets old

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  18. d
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 7:54 pm | Permalink

    carles is the poet of our generation. he should publish a coffee table book with all the classic hipster runoff posts in full color. the death cab guy and zoey dechanel can put it on their coffee table when they entertain guests. alt design people can put it on the table in their offices.

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    //////////Reply by fuckface
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    @d, that would sell really well at urban outfitters.
    I can see it now, next to other blog publications of the mainstream persuasion — such as Post Secret and Found Magazine

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  19. hoif
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 8:55 pm | Permalink

    crls is black???

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  20. zephyr
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 9:43 pm | Permalink

    carles u suck

    Reply

  21. lol
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 10:59 pm | Permalink

    h8 all the students

    applying to cooper union
    30 acceptances
    only the most alt get in
    no mnstrms
    so exclusively artsy

    im going to get a degree in engineering and engineer the most altst product ever
    the altpod

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    //////////Reply by C_TA
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    @lol, would totally buy an altpod

    Reply

  22. badkharmala
    Posted December 30, 2008 at 11:26 pm | Permalink

    “I am me. Me does”

    lolwtf?

    btw, want u black and white paris girl.

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  23. yall
    Posted December 31, 2008 at 12:10 am | Permalink

    THX CARLES.
    IT WAS YOU WHO LEAKED MPP, AMIRITE?

    Reply

  24. HAM burger
    Posted December 31, 2008 at 2:58 am | Permalink

    you should take a break. permanently. because you suck, whiney ass

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    //////////Reply by lol
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    @HAM burger,
    h8 u

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    //////////Reply by HAM burger
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    @lol, whiney douches LOLZ@ u

    Reply

  25. thATCHER
    Posted December 31, 2008 at 4:01 am | Permalink

    crls i hear apple makse u more creative/is 4 creative people

    has ur blog gotten better since u got ur macbookie? or has ur new found creativity made u realize that art is better than the interwebz nd u need some space to reflect all of it/making so music vids 4 ur friends who r in a band that is about 3 make it big?

    Reply

  26. terry kath II
    Posted December 31, 2008 at 4:58 am | Permalink

    quintessential post this. Glad to c ur not sticking it in that suburbbro all of the time.

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  27. Posted December 31, 2008 at 5:35 am | Permalink

    someone is a lil jealous of johnny love and his girl?

    someone isnt going to get to live in paris? with a certain someone?

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  28. h8 y'all
    Posted December 31, 2008 at 9:35 am | Permalink

    yall carles mentioned my favorite ‘meaningful’ justices song, STRESS yall.

    HRO ‘gets me’

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  29. Posted December 31, 2008 at 2:13 pm | Permalink

    hro does ‘get us’

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  30. nutmuffin
    Posted December 31, 2008 at 6:18 pm | Permalink

    u think what you say really matters hahaha it doesnt

    Reply

  31. Posted January 1, 2009 at 10:37 pm | Permalink

    i want to marry the 2nd girl all alone with the coffee cup. Seriously, where did that picture come from? I’ll bet she’s listening to Merriweather Post Pavilion right now.

    is she wearing wing-tips???

    love her so much.

    Reply

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