I wish they had Macbooks when I was a tween.
I wish my parents had an aggregate income of over $250K/year.
I wish I could express myself around my parents.
I wish I had a swarm of subscribers who I could shout out.
I wish my parents could afford braces 4 me.
I wish my parents bought me an iPhone/game Gear/iPod Shuffle.
I wish I had a spacious luxury SUV with a leather interior.
I wish I had wifi all over the world/domestic United States.
I wish my tweenhood went a lot differently.

I wish they had Macbooks when I was a tween. If I could have expressed myself with modern tools of technology, I would be an entirely different person today.

The world is 1 year older. And I want to know 'WHY?'
Why did I become alt?
Is 'alt' a choice, or was I born with 'alt' inside of me? (kinda like homosexuals/fggts/gheys).
Are these things that I did not have as a tween the reason why I needed to construct a new value system based upon strict post-consumerist ideals?
Are 'alts' who are rebelling against their privileged life ever going to find the authenticity that they are seeking?
Would 'entry level alts' and 'Mexicalts' exist without the concept of credit?

I want to know why.
I want to know why there weren't Macbooks when I was a tween.
I want to know what I would have been if my tweenhood had gone differently.

//They // only // want // u // when // ur // seventween. ///
When ur // thirty-one // ur // not // keut.