I have been having the same dream over and over again. I am at a music festival, jammin out to my fave bands, and then there is this boom, and then this cloud, and then I can’t breathe.
Are yall having any recurring dreams?
Tired of having nightmares about terrorists attacking music festivals. Don’t want 2 die [via dirty bomb]. h8 terrorists. H8 how they just want me 2 fear places where I am totes comfortable. Wish they could just ‘chill’ and see how it’s kinda fun 2 be a WesternWorldBro/consume a lot of crap that makes you more interesting.
Afraid of the world ending, yall. Afraid of dying. Afraid of being alone. Think these fears are all kinda related.
[Photo by The friend attack]
I know a lot of times, I joke about ‘offing myself’, but I’m kinda scared-er than ever. Just heard Barrack Obama tell the country that we’re in a Great Depression. Kinda feelin’ depressed already. Heard there is gonna be a stimulus package that will help me pay rent for a month / buy blow / rent an AZN for a year.
Not sure if we’re gonna make it out of this 1. There’s so much bullshit in the world right now. Gossip blogs. Terrorism. Snark. These are all a product of the devil. Yall need 2 be prepared for The Rapture (not the band). I’m kinda afraid of dying. Not sure if n e 1 else is. Sometimes I think about what I want 2 do when the world ends. Will I kill myself right before it ends, or will I die doing something meaningful, like hanging out in a club, or ‘cumming with some1′… what do yall think yall are gonna do when the world ends.
Are yall stocking up on anything for the Depression/Rapture of 2k9? Kinda regret electing that ObamaBro. Seems like he’s already messing a lot of stuff up for all of us. Everything was okay 1 month ago–don’t see how it got so bad. Pissed off right now. My dad lost his job so they had to sell my Prius.
I’m just sayin, yall. Get ready. Yall though the electro wars were bad. They were nothing. Think God wants to cleanse the mainstreamers off our earth. Might be a good thing–but maybe GodBro wants 2 get rid of every1.
CAN SOME1 PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT THAT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER ABOUT OUR WORLD? MIGHT NEED MORE ANTIDEPRESSIES/ANTI-ANXIETY MEDS 2 make it thru the month.
This post is a cry for help.
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Playlist and mp3s after the jump
Sigur Ros – Inni mer syngur vitleysingur
The Avalanches – Electricity
We Have Band – Oh!
The Books – It Never Changes to STop
harlem – goodbye horses
Here We Go Magic – I just want to see you underwater
Digitalism – Apollo-Gize (Breakbot remix)
Miami Horror – Make You Mine
Kings of Leon – Knocked Up (Lykke Li vs Rodeo Remix)
Gil Mantera’s Party Dream – Waking Vision [MP3]
LCD Soundsystem – Some1 great
Glass Candy – Etheric Device
The Tough Alliance – Now That’s What I call an Indulgence
Frankmusik – In Step
Ted & Francis – All Ways [MP3]
Annie – Greatest Hit
Groove Armada – Drop the Tough (The Twelves B-LIVE Remix)
Animal Collective – Brother Sport
An Co – People
Grizzly Bear (Featuring Eddie Droste) While You Wait For the Others
The Arcade Fire – No Cars Go
Blonde Redhead – 23
Ratatat – Breaking Away
The Walkmen – Red Moon
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Do ya’ll ever ju$ e@t sUm psYchaD3L!c mUshi3z n thnk ab0uT tHe fUtuR3 n wUt th!$ wh0Le cRzy w0rLd iz @b0ut?! d!d tht yestrdy, th3n sn0rtd sUm bl0w 2 k33p my$eLf rUnnin.
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//////////Reply by BROSKI
//////////Posted February 9th, 2009 at 10:49 pm
@M@r!aNN3.,
woah calm down there bro
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//////////Reply by SilverTell
//////////Posted February 9th, 2009 at 11:15 pm
@BROSKI, i have a perhaps paranoid feeling that most posts’ first few comments are made by outrageous CRLS alter-egos. Have you ever noticed that the first few comments are always KR4Z33!!?
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//////////Reply by M@r!aNN3.
//////////Posted February 9th, 2009 at 11:32 pm
@SilverTell, Yeah, that was all a joke. I did the mushrooms on Saturday. And I don’t snort cocaine. sRy 2 d!$aPPo!nT.
//////////Reply by panjandrum
//////////Posted February 10th, 2009 at 12:39 am
@M@r!aNN3. is the name of the white rabbit’s maid in A.I.W.
@least in the @isney version.
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crls you have us
the HRO cmmntrs
we are always here ‘together’ / ‘as one’
Godbro has/is/always will be on our side(we have Justice to prove that).
We are more aware of more of the world(via blogs/vlogs) than mnstrmrs
so we will see it coming and have extra time to prepare/make a ‘bomb shelter’
just wanna die alt
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All this and more will come true at camp bisco this year, see you there crls
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No way man, I’ve only been dreaming of bros and broads in the festival having a groovy time, and the only bomb that goes off, is the one we light in our minds…
lol
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170 dead in australia’s wildfires.
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//////////Reply by pete
//////////Posted February 10th, 2009 at 5:57 pm
@not so sure,
so sad, its now 181 dead.
poor people had no chance…
http://www.smh.com.au/national/police-fear-300-dead-in-the-ashes-20090210-83i4.html
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im afraid that MIA’s belly is gonn splode like tomorrow and this injun monster babeh is gonna pop out and kill everyone whos mainstreem- then its just gonna take all the survivors parentz jobz n’ shit. shits commin, theres like 15 mins till 2morow
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feel u crls. just want 2 kill myself whenever I think of ‘the end’.
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Since ur blog robs us of our right to <3 I had to improvise.
Sigur Ros – Inni mer syngur vitleysingur
idk nvr heard
The Avalanches – Electricity
idk nvr heard
We Have Band – Oh!
idk nvr heard
The Books – It Never Changes to STop
idk nvr heard
harlem – goodbye horses
idk nvr heard
Here We Go Magic – I just want to see you underwater
idk nvr heard. rumor has it you invested in their company’s product
Digitalism – Apollo-Gize (Breakbot remix)
<3 Digitalism
<3 Breakbot
idk nvr heard collabo
Miami Horror – Make You Mine
<3 Miami Horror
Kings of Leon – Knocked Up (Lykke Li vs Rodeo Remix)
<3′d this track via hypem.com/SilverTell
Gil Mantera’s Party Dream – Waking Vision [MP3]
idk nvr heard
LCD Soundsystem – Some1 great
classic from the old skewl
<3 <3 <3
rip James Murphy
Glass Candy – Etheric Device
idk nvr heard
The Tough Alliance – Now That’s What I call an Indulgence
Ed Banger Records < old school DFA
Frankmusik – In Step
<3 flamboyalt pop
Ted & Francis – All Ways [MP3]
idk nvr heard
Annie – Greatest Hit
my parents made me to this song
i can still relate
it doesn’t feel like it’s totally stuck in the 90s
Groove Armada – Drop the Tough (The Twelves B-LIVE Remix)
idk why The Twelves don’t rule the world already. What is taking so long?
Animal Collective – Brother Sport
Remember when they were theater kids peeing themselves on stage b4 James Murphy died of cocaine overdose at Santos? I’ve moved on to Blind Man’s Colour. I read they’re the next Here We Go Magic.
An Co – People
ugh
((<3))
Grizzly Bear (Featuring Eddie Droste) While You Wait For the Others
doesn’t fit my personal brand
The Arcade Fire – No Cars Go
via 2k3 or 2k7?
can’t <3 if idk version
Blonde Redhead – 23
strong but there’s personal brand incompatibility (PBI)
Ratatat – Breaking Away
wayyy back <3
The Walkmen – Red Moon
h8
I wish my parents would make more money and get me CRLSirius.XM Parents just don’t understand.
I wish you wouldn’t oppress our right to <3 CRLS with ur 2k2 blogging formats. ugh. get with the social media future. We need to <3 ur playlists or they don’t exist. Or we don’t exist.
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//////////Reply by um
//////////Posted February 10th, 2009 at 12:50 am
@SilverTell, R yalls 8 yrs old? (via Annie conception)
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oh and we elected obamabro in 2k8. supposedly according 2 the mexialts/pokemones we are all gunna die in 2k12. obamas term will end then. cnnection????
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doT5uZLInWc
i will be @ a festival
part of something bigger
and we will comfort each other, mouthing lyrics together, dancing like no one is watching, because the world is ending
we will drink beer, but i still won’t do acid
2 scared of the flashbacks
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//////////Reply by panchizzy
//////////Posted February 10th, 2009 at 12:09 pm
@sweet makin love, flashbacks are fun. can’t wait for bonnaroo.
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ugh
“Ed Banger Records < old school DFA” did not come out right. It typed ” Ed Banger Records < old school DFA”
This all could have been avoided if I hadn’t been denied my right to <3
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Remeber, Carles, Jesus is always there 2 help u along the way!
http://mormon.org/mormonorg/eng/
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cRLs. i JUSt WANt 2 ‘kUM w/iN u’ [vIA tHE mIND] WHhEN tHe WorLD Ends….i hOPE iT hAPPenS wHEN mORRIssEY hITS THE StAGe aT lA cOACHELLA. I hOPE tHE SMiTHS cAN jUST gET pAST aLL tHE bULLsHIT fROM tHE pAST AND jUST ‘cOME’ 2GETHER aGAIN.,,,kINDA lIKE mE aND mY bF.
<3 u cRLS!
kEEP bLOGGIN’!
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spend a few mins scrolling thru annieray.net’s carnaval pics – glee will be restored immediately
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world mite end in 2k12 (hope not plz).
gotta wait for the se7en signs of the apocalypse yall.
waiting for dat Seven HorseBros vs. TheLordBro smackdown.
nawmean?
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weak comments, guys.
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don’t worry, all of these coachella adverts will save u.
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THAT PLAYLIST SUX
WISH YOU WOULD JUST PUT ON IN GHOST COLOURS EVERY WEEK AND STOP TRYING 2 HARD
FGGT!
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crls, stop taking the anti-depressants/anti-anxiety meds- just do a strict diet of blow/vodka/sparks and maybe the occasional xanie and that should fix you right up.
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miami horror’s make you mine<dont be on with her
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//////////Reply by aggggggggg
//////////Posted February 10th, 2009 at 7:27 am
@im on a boat yall,
AHAHHAHAHAHA<#DANAME
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read baudrillard or ray kurzweil… ;)
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I find the best thing to do is just not think about it.
Not thinking about stuff is a great way to get through life. Sure, there are some things you need to confront, but the world ending is not one of them. I have dreams at least once a week that the world is ending, though it is a different scenario each time, usually involving aliens bombing us and shooting me. I’m kinda used to it now though.
Don’t worry too much about the depression. It happens every few decades. Just save up a bit more money and you’ll be alright.
Also, I take comfort in my decision not to have kids – I think that if I can just get through my own life in this world and not worry about any offspring, that’ll make it a bit easier.
And continue to take solice in music. That helps a lot, but you know that already. Turn it up loud.
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carles you are an enlightened being and are being contacted through your dreams concerning a portent of doom. you won’t necessarily be at the festival itself but this is a warning from the ether.
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I’m scared of the end of LOST, yall.
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importantly are not afraid .. because we all die ((
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Wait; what? The 3l3ctr0 W4rs are over?
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last
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i didn’t kno this was still a blog about musics??
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<3 u carles
Here are some thoughts 4 u 2 feel better about things w/
1. Your not a starving african
2. Your not a woman living in Muslim
3. Your not mainstream
4. U got elected 2 b in charge of yr own life
5. Everybody wants 2 if u seek amy
6. [ Meditate and fill this 1 in urself ]
7. U MAKE MY DAYS HAPPIER
8. B/C U MAKE MY DAYS HAPPIER THAT MEANS U CONTRIBUTE MEANINGFULLY 2 MY LIFE
9. IM NOT THA ONLY 1!!!!!!!
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You could post less often, take vacations and come to Paris
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crls u r my personal brand. u rely get me.
p.s. don’t wory abt dieing, u have no control over it, just like u had no control over being born in teh 1st place. then u realize how zany ‘life’ really is. that is as alt as a bro can b.
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dude crls,,, what r u going 2 do when Sirius goes $bankrupt$?
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Curls,
You got some real good ideas, but you’ve got think past and order them in more than a one-time-sit-down blog session, otherwise you come out nothing more than Jim Morrison (<3 you james).
Arrange your thoughts a bit more and maybe you won’t feel so insecure/morbid/futile? Try reading some big time (and maybe some smalltime?) philosophers and you might find many of the things you think at night that you don’t think anyone else could understand or comprehend actually has been dwelled on longer or been put more concisely than you thought you should.
The post about the photo is a good example of what Iris Murdoch was getting at when she thought humanity needed to ‘unself’. She loved using art as a medium of making someone a better person from the frame of mind it put them in.
This post about the rapture or whatever, well, I don’t go too much for end of the world thought because it really doesn’t matter anyway right? I don’t know maybe Nietzsche, Sartre or Descartes could help you out in the event of an existential crisis (buddha?).
I used to like when your blogs were more light-hearted and brought up relevant ideas between the closing rift between mainstream and alt, which of some interest to me. TOOMUCHSOULSEARCHINGCARLOS!
Either that or I’m name-dropping.
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dontcha know that the world is gonna end in 2012? thats what the mayans say. and they were like always right about time and shit. their calender is more accurate than ours.
so youve got three years peeps. LIVEITUP!
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