Reflections on Suburbia [via being Trapped]


[Photo via lookbook]
This is my life
And I am not happy
With this setting of mine
I deserve more than this.

I walk around
and see the houses which
look a lot like mine
I want to move to the city and be with people
but other days
I want 2 move 2 the wilderness and live alone.

The school bus
motors by
and I see pollution come out of its tail pipe
I wouldn’t mind emissions so much
if I lived in the city.

I am trapped in this life
where my parents have control
over what I do and who I am
I need to be free
because my parents
are guided by
society’s norms

I used to play JV soccer
this is a team sport
however I grew apart from my team
and h8ed ‘conforming’
to this concept
of a group of unified people
with one common goal

I don’t have a problem
with being part of something
bigger than urself
but I think that ur goals
should be ones that make the world
a better/more authentic place

One day, I will start a nonprofit organization
that aggregates the world’s most critically acclaimed music
and delivers pre-loaded iPods to children
in at-risk mainstream neighborhoods
(kind of like Meals-On-Wheels, except with indie-core music)

I have a vision
of a perfect world
I will not turn my back on suburbia
One day I will return
and ’save’ the Collective Soul of the suburban people.

I want to make the world a more authentic place
One day
An army will march through suburbia
and set this place
on fire. (this is a metaphor)

     
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21 Comments

  1. Posted February 2, 2009 at 11:39 am | Permalink

    haha

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  2. Posted February 2, 2009 at 11:40 am | Permalink

    going to start saying ‘hehe’ instead of ‘haha’ from now on i think

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  3. conan
    Posted February 2, 2009 at 11:41 am | Permalink

    omg,

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  4. erc
    Posted February 2, 2009 at 11:48 am | Permalink

    s000 me. u should blog abt napa.

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  5. Posted February 2, 2009 at 12:07 pm | Permalink

    i started a nonprofit. but we dont hand out ipods. just education.

    lovetheunloved.com

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  6. um
    Posted February 2, 2009 at 12:49 pm | Permalink

    weak post carles

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  7. gabe
    Posted February 2, 2009 at 1:28 pm | Permalink

    im new fan of the hipsters runnoff.
    love the podscasts.
    +1 for posting from lookybook

    Talks about more melodramatic tweens like this one:
    http://lookbook.nu/look/43883-Please-don-t-talk-to-me-I-fall-in-love-so-easily

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    anony

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    @gabe, hating the podcast makes you more authentic on HRO…. just a heads up.

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  8. Posted February 2, 2009 at 1:41 pm | Permalink

    This post turns being alt into mnstrm.

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    anony

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    @AlfInYoMouf.com, Broburbia

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  9. Posted February 2, 2009 at 3:43 pm | Permalink

    i see you’ve used my picture (girl in street). a credit would be nice :)

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    anony

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    @tim, carles pays $100.00 for each picture used on HRO… just kidding he’s a really cheap mainstream bastard. The presence of your picture is it’s own credit but it will be removed promptly if you send an e-mail.

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  10. Teh Anomususses
    Posted February 2, 2009 at 3:43 pm | Permalink

    That first kid’s 14.
    You know what I was doing when I was 14?
    Not being ghey and angsty like that kid.

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    anony

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    @Teh Anomususses, yeah…. really eats into your tug schedule.

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    BROSKI

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    @anony,
    hopefully he finds a nice, fellow 14 year old (girl) to do the tugging for him

    its the least he deserves for being trapped in suburbia

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  11. anony
    Posted February 2, 2009 at 7:02 pm | Permalink

    Just put “No Surprises” on repeat until they see the light.

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  12. N
    Posted February 2, 2009 at 7:11 pm | Permalink

    hey! did no cars go?

    (very 2k7, i kno.)

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    anony

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    @N, technically like 2k4 or earlier.

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  13. MrsOfficer
    Posted February 2, 2009 at 8:48 pm | Permalink

    trapped in suburbia bro…i love trapped in suburbia bro. i hope he moves to the city soon. poor trapped soul. trapped in his mcmansion house, his space cannot reflect his personal brand that is alt. was he born alt? or did he choose to be alt? his only cry for help is heard via an SUV, or the LIRR, an extension of his body.

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    anony

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    @MrsOfficer, was he born alt? or did he choose to be alt?

    Poignant.

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  14. Posted February 2, 2009 at 9:26 pm | Permalink

    Lookbook is the worse fashion blog ever. It hurts.

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  15. anony
    Posted February 2, 2009 at 11:46 pm | Permalink

    carles
    thank you so much for this
    thank you for listening
    this has helped me

    //trappedinsuburbiabroad///

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  16. Posted February 3, 2009 at 8:22 am | Permalink

    I used to think my parents were oppressing my individuality, that suburbia is boring. I pined to grow up and leave home. Then I grew up and realised I couldn’t be bothered leaving home. I’m 25. I’m getting there. Suburbia is nice and quiet. The houses might look the same on the outside, but on the inside you get to make collages of mad magazine cutouts for the toilet wall.

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    anony

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    @ann, I’m telling you leave now… of course I should follow my own advice but seriously it’s slowly eating me away from the inside….. and damn it we now have a really good music venue but I honestly have no reason to be here other than strictly the path of least resistance.

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  17. Posted February 3, 2009 at 11:03 am | Permalink

    The second foto is so So-Cally

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  18. Ezra
    Posted February 3, 2009 at 2:26 pm | Permalink

    So bored of the poetry posts, Carles.

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  19. Posted March 20, 2009 at 10:22 am | Permalink

    i loveeee thiss songg soo muchh :] joee and demii and nickk are awsomeee:]

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  20. Posted March 20, 2009 at 4:30 pm | Permalink

    i love htis song so much i love the jonas brothers too nick is so cute and joe

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  21. Posted March 26, 2009 at 3:26 pm | Permalink

    Same, the Jonas brothers can make any song a decent song .

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