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Sometimes I just want to float away…

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I remember in the popular movie Forrest Gump,
Tom Hanks and Jenny say ‘make me a bird, so I can fly far, far away’
as Jenny tries to escape from her father’s physical and sexual abuse
Eventually she ‘becomes a slut’ when she grows up
and in a way she sort of became a bird
and flew far, far away from ‘innocence’ [via dying of AIDS]

Sometimes I feel like there’s just 2 much happening in this world
Like I am overwhelmed by every little thing
piling on top of itself
So much stress, so much 2 worry abt

Just want to be a lite lil alt
and float away while holding some balloons
and have the balloons represent some sort of ‘guiding force’
or maybe something that helps me 2 ‘escape’
sort of like drugs
or possibly a scholarship to a regional Art Institute

I remember Modest Mouse wrote a song
that promise us that we’ll ‘all float on’
and it was the most meaningful indie song of the year
inspiring mainstreamers every where 2 ‘chill’

Sort of just want to float on…
want to float away from suburbia
and land in an urban environment
want to float away from my parents
and land in an apartment that is $1500/month
want to float away from my job at a local ice cream parlor
and start a career where I have opinions on cool/modern/relevant shit

I know that I can escape from the status quo of my life
but I do not want 2 work hard 2 get there
Even though I feel like I am entitled to a better life
I wish it would just fall in my lap

Wish life could be easier
Wish life could be chiller
Wish my life could be everything that I think I deserve
Make me a lil entry-level alt girl
so I can fly
far, far away.

All we are
are alts in the wind…

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12 Comments

  1. !_~!
    Posted June 3, 2009 at 1:24 pm | Permalink

    lool

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  2. eh?
    Posted June 3, 2009 at 1:42 pm | Permalink

    oh snap. is this post [via Up]?

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    //////////Reply by hey anony anony
    //////////Posted

    @eh?, via ‘2 wks’ by the grizzlybros [via le ballon rouge tribute video]?

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  3. Posted June 3, 2009 at 1:44 pm | Permalink

    LETS CUDDLE

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  4. aw, fukk
    Posted June 3, 2009 at 1:58 pm | Permalink

    I wish that I could fly
    Into the sky
    So very high
    Just like a dragonfly

    I’d fly above the trees
    Over the seas in all degrees
    To anywhere I please

    Oh I want to get away
    I want to fly away
    Yeah yeah yeah

    Oh I want to get away
    I want to fly away
    Yeah yeah yeah

    Let’s go and see the stars
    The Milky Way or even Mars
    Where they could just be ours

    Let’s fade into the sun
    Let your spirit fly
    We’ll be a one
    Just for a little fun
    Oh oh oh yeah !

    I want to get away
    I want to fly away
    Yeah yeah yeah

    I want to get away
    I want to fly away
    Yeah yeah yeah

    I got to get away
    Girl I got to get away
    Oh oh oh yeah

    I want to get away
    I want to fly away
    Yeah with you yeah yeah
    Oh Yeah !

    I want to get away
    I want to fly away
    Yeah with you yeah yeah
    I got to get away

    I want to get away (4x)
    Yeah
    I want to get away
    I want to fly away
    Yeah with you yeah yeah
    Girl I got to get away

    I want to get away (4x)
    Yeah

    I want to get away
    I want to fly away
    Yeah with you
    Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

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    //////////Reply by hey anony anony
    //////////Posted

    @aw, fukk, best cmmnt of 2k9?

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    //////////Reply by natalee hologram
    //////////Posted

    @hey anony anony, agreed! judges wouldve also accepted [via freedom thru reading]:

    Butterfly in the sky
    I can go twice as high
    Take a look
    It’s in a book
    A Reading Rainbow

    I can go anywhere
    Friends to know
    And ways to grow
    A Reading Rainbow

    I can be anything
    Take a look
    It’s in a book
    A Reading Rainbow
    A Reading Rainbow

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  5. Posted June 3, 2009 at 2:29 pm | Permalink

    <3 forrest gump reference.

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  6. jojo
    Posted June 3, 2009 at 3:02 pm | Permalink

    crls, your blog is goin’ downhill fast. WTF.

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  7. Mightytaiger
    Posted June 3, 2009 at 4:57 pm | Permalink

    “Alts in the wind….” hahaha.

    I wonder if it’s ‘relevant’ now that i would name my new ‘music project’ Alt Wind and Fire. Carles?

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  8. adelaide
    Posted June 3, 2009 at 7:23 pm | Permalink

    I feel like I am entitled to a better life
    I wish it would just fall in my lap.

    yall feelin what its like-
    bein male middle class and white

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  9. entry level
    Posted June 4, 2009 at 12:46 am | Permalink

    being an entry level alt girl is just as lonely

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  10. eskimopie2012
    Posted June 4, 2009 at 2:16 pm | Permalink

    haha tom hanks and jenny
    i want your blog inside my mind at all times.

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  11. disapprhere
    Posted June 4, 2009 at 8:35 pm | Permalink

    can i buy you drinks, then maybe dry hump in the nearest alley? i could use a roommate with benefits. i’m a decent cook with a mean french toast.

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  12. Posted June 5, 2009 at 8:56 am | Permalink

    Did you just watch Up or something?

    Reply

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