These days, I don't even know who I am any more. I've been told what not 2 do, but I don't actually know know TO DO. I don't know how 2 create my own happiness. I know that America is the only country with 'free will', but I just have 2 many decisions 2 make about my future.
I want 2 be happie, but I don't even know how 2 do that. I want 2 be in a meaningful relationship, but I also want 2 cum with as many ppl as possible 2 feel attractive. I want 2 be intelligent, but I also want to know a lot about 'dumb shit.' I want 2 be in a meaningful city, but I don't know which 1. I want to be a part of something bigger than myself. I want 2 party, but I want to do something that changes the way that millions of ppl think/makes their lives' better. I want to cure the swine flu. I want to invent something. I want to be an architect and designer. I want to play in the NBA Finals. I want to be the first African American President of the United States of America.
I want to do so much.
But I am an uncertain bro.
I don't know what I stand for.
I don't know what I stand against.
I am an Uncertain Bro.
Not sure what I am doing with my life.
Sorta wish I lived in Utopia
and had subconsciously Christian values
What do u want 2 do?
"I guess this is growing up." - Blink 182 / TRV$ DJAM
[Photo via The Style Shark]
This tattoo is a metaphor. Yall don't realize how much energy it takes to get through a day. Much like an Apple computer, u have a POWER button that u have to [metaphorically] press to 'get goin' and 'take on the world.' It's kinda weird. Sometimes I feel like 'I don't have very much energy.' Might need 2 see a doctor. Wonder if something is 'wrong with me.'
My life has really fallen apart since Sparks disappeared. Used 2 drink 1 with a McGriddle n e more. Do yall know of any new stuff that will get me more power (emotionally and physically) in the future?
Don't know if I can handle the ups and downs of life. Might be 'depressed.' It's kinda weird how when ur a human, u have 2 worry about stuff that robots don't have 2 worry about. It takes a lot of emotional energy to be a human, yall. I wish robots spend more time thinking about WHY they want 2 be human. Is it really worth it? I'm sure the answer is probs somewhere in the middle. Sort of just want 2 'live forever' but only experience the joys of life. Yall know what I mean?
I need 2 identify the most important symbols+metaphors+quotes in my life to merge into an ultimate meme mural which will be screenprinted on to my body 4ever.